Game Saved?

I awoke to find myself in shock and sweat. I had a nightmare. I thought I could put it behind me but the scene from the night before kept replaying in my mind. It was extremely excruciating, like stabbing the heart with a knife... many many times.

I shouldn't have saved the game, I should have switched off the console. How long more can I bear with it? I just want to sleep well for once. Just one night. I think I need sleeping pills.