Hate This Feeling

I got through the week just fine without thinking of him much. I thought I could get myself used to it. I don't even wanna blog about it. But he just had to call and ask questions ("When were you the last to know?!") and make things worse. It really doesn't matter anymore... I hate this feeling inside me right now. How do I make it easier?

And how the hell do I get back to my revisions right now... I need a stick... FUCK!